I'm so bloody tired, it doesn't feel like holidays at all. Cik Zuliha got married today. I came & watch the 'nikah', ate, played, talked, laughed & added to the 'kecohness'. I only started to help out at night when everyone were busy cutting the ingredients for tomorrow's cooking. Me, being the biggest idiot of all, offered to peel the damn onions. Onions, I tell you!!
After all those unnecessary tears & sniffings, I gave up. That big mouth of my brother teased my little cousin, so she started being all petty & her mom gave us money to go Mac's & buy her a happy meal. Imagine, two teenagers, one primary school kid & a 4-year old kid at Gek Poh in the middle of the night at 11pm eating McDonald's. People would think that little girl is some wild kid, still awake nearing midnight.
Okay, who am I kidding? The reason why I'm typing all these shit out is to distract myself from the Bf. Yes, for those of you who are idiots & don't understand me, I miss my boyfriend.
You should know by now that I'm in such a mess. I met him only a few hours ago to pass his psp & I'm already missing him. Zy, you're a suckerrrrrrr.
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
i get high when i think of you.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Sweetie Pie.
Okay, to make things clear to some people, I haven't been lazy to update. I've been sick. Sick, I tell you!
Who starts their holidays with an extremely high fever? Pfft.
Well, went out with the boyfriend yesterday. Followed him to ICA to change his NRIC. His whole family was there. & yes, I was having fever. So while waiting for them, I had goosebumps due to the cold.
His little brother is extremely adorable. Held my hand & couldn't stop hugging & kissing me in his dad's car (despite the fact that I warned him I'm having a terrible flu & fever).
Was kinda forced to follow them to a lunch + dinner at Beach Road. Didn't eat anything as I had no appetite. Only had Sugar Cane juice (my sore throat's getting worse. heh).
Me: (to the boyfriend's dad) Cik start keje bile?
The Dad: Lagi due hari. Besok last leave.
The Little Brother: Bukan "Cik" la, "Papa" la!
Me: Shh!
They sent me home & the boyfriend came along to pick up his guitar.
What a day. But I love the little brother. So cute. Nak cubit!
But he's running a fever today. Thanks to all those kisses and hugs.
Sorry, sweetheart.
Who starts their holidays with an extremely high fever? Pfft.
Well, went out with the boyfriend yesterday. Followed him to ICA to change his NRIC. His whole family was there. & yes, I was having fever. So while waiting for them, I had goosebumps due to the cold.
His little brother is extremely adorable. Held my hand & couldn't stop hugging & kissing me in his dad's car (despite the fact that I warned him I'm having a terrible flu & fever).
Was kinda forced to follow them to a lunch + dinner at Beach Road. Didn't eat anything as I had no appetite. Only had Sugar Cane juice (my sore throat's getting worse. heh).
Me: (to the boyfriend's dad) Cik start keje bile?
The Dad: Lagi due hari. Besok last leave.
The Little Brother: Bukan "Cik" la, "Papa" la!
Me: Shh!
They sent me home & the boyfriend came along to pick up his guitar.
What a day. But I love the little brother. So cute. Nak cubit!
But he's running a fever today. Thanks to all those kisses and hugs.
Sorry, sweetheart.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
A hope I had became so real.
I'm having a terrible headache as I type this entry right now. My 2 year-old cousin has been screeching for the past 15 minutes for goodness knows what reason; she's probably being chased by my other cousins. I'm lying on my bed & I have exactly about ten minutes beofre my Microsoft Office download is completed.
... Okay, now its 5 minutes as I went off to take an-all-13-cousins picture, thanks to my aunt who initiated it. Five whole minutes taking pictures? Whats the point? Besides it being memorable, I won't post it up in my blog anyway, despite promising countless of times. :)
Had kenduri today. So tiring. ): On the bright side, Nazmi attended. So happyhappy, talktalk, laughlaugh, and here I am, blogging.
Okay, post might be short, simple but mundane, but what the hell, at least I cleaned up these cobwebs. Right? :)
... Okay, now its 5 minutes as I went off to take an-all-13-cousins picture, thanks to my aunt who initiated it. Five whole minutes taking pictures? Whats the point? Besides it being memorable, I won't post it up in my blog anyway, despite promising countless of times. :)
Had kenduri today. So tiring. ): On the bright side, Nazmi attended. So happyhappy, talktalk, laughlaugh, and here I am, blogging.
Okay, post might be short, simple but mundane, but what the hell, at least I cleaned up these cobwebs. Right? :)
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Die, you motherfucker. Haha!
Damn. I've been so fucking busy lately, I don't have the time to update. Zahid has been calling me names during yesterday's session for that. To clear things up, I've been having late shifts for work since the last update. Will reach home exactly at 11pm, only to have time to shower before feeling drowsy & being lured to my bed.
I'm sure if I were to yak about my experiences in IMH, most of you would be bored to death. Its always the same things, the patients being cute & all that. So I'm going to blog about yesterday.
Went out with Zahid to vivo yesterday. Only for a few hours, as I had something on with the family at Jurong West in the late evening. Did amazing things. THAT pleasureable thing, poker cards & all that. Stupid things two bestfriends would do when they're together. But it was generally nice. I'd like to do that again some time, bestfriend. :]
Left at 3pm as Zahid was going to watch a movie with his girlfriend. Met Nazmi at Chinese Garden and talked before he left for his chalet. It was really unfortunate for me as I'm unable to go. As people say, family comes first.
Walked to my grandaunt's place (near Jurong Polyclinic) for the kenduri. Played CM on my laptop while waiting for the tahlil people to come. So lambat. Only after the tahlil ended, people started eating. As for me, I just sat down in the corner, playing with my little cousin, having no appetite to eat (havent consumed anything since I woke up, see).
Only then I went out, looked out the ledge(whatever) and watched some guys downstairs playing ball at the basketball court below. It was already 10pm then. My cousin, who was sitting next to the basketball court, texted me and asked whether I had ciggies; so we went to the 10th floor & did our job. Kental, I know. But you should know better its disrespectful to smoke infront of family members. :]
Only left for home at 12am. Tiring la dey, now I have to get ready to meet Jaja (Dzuhir's gf) at Jurong Swimming Complex. The boys are at Wild Wild Wet & we girls are stuck here at Jurong, bored & dying. Nabey.
I'm sure if I were to yak about my experiences in IMH, most of you would be bored to death. Its always the same things, the patients being cute & all that. So I'm going to blog about yesterday.
Went out with Zahid to vivo yesterday. Only for a few hours, as I had something on with the family at Jurong West in the late evening. Did amazing things. THAT pleasureable thing, poker cards & all that. Stupid things two bestfriends would do when they're together. But it was generally nice. I'd like to do that again some time, bestfriend. :]
Left at 3pm as Zahid was going to watch a movie with his girlfriend. Met Nazmi at Chinese Garden and talked before he left for his chalet. It was really unfortunate for me as I'm unable to go. As people say, family comes first.
Walked to my grandaunt's place (near Jurong Polyclinic) for the kenduri. Played CM on my laptop while waiting for the tahlil people to come. So lambat. Only after the tahlil ended, people started eating. As for me, I just sat down in the corner, playing with my little cousin, having no appetite to eat (havent consumed anything since I woke up, see).
Only then I went out, looked out the ledge(whatever) and watched some guys downstairs playing ball at the basketball court below. It was already 10pm then. My cousin, who was sitting next to the basketball court, texted me and asked whether I had ciggies; so we went to the 10th floor & did our job. Kental, I know. But you should know better its disrespectful to smoke infront of family members. :]
Only left for home at 12am. Tiring la dey, now I have to get ready to meet Jaja (Dzuhir's gf) at Jurong Swimming Complex. The boys are at Wild Wild Wet & we girls are stuck here at Jurong, bored & dying. Nabey.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Jaundiced Gastroenteritis Baby
I spent my weekdays working my ass off in the ward. I haven't been eating well and my Haemoglobin is starting to decrease again. (Duh, I don't eat meat anymore, neither do I consume the Ferrous Fumarate tabs that the doctor has prescribed.) I wouldn't want to risk gaining weight and having severe constipation. Adverse drug reactions, not Miss Know-It-All.
Just recovered from Gastroenteritis. Pooh-key. Sakit, oi. Frequent visits to the toilet, lack of appetite and discomfort over the abdomen. Despite having GE, I still haven't lost much weight. Pfft.
Bunneh's been mean. Forced a bland & tastless biscuit down my throat whenI got home as I hadn't eaten anything for the whole of yesterday. Thanks to Ahmad, who bluntly told Bunneh of my stubbornness. All I had was ciggies for break. Pffft. I fell asleep in the bus throughout the journey home and looked like a zombie. My eyes were pale and everyone said I looks jaundiced. Haha. Gimme some ultraviolet, man.
Alright. Have to report strength to Bunneh now. Be back for more updates. Tomorrow maybe? Next week? Next month? A year later? Who knows?
Just recovered from Gastroenteritis. Pooh-key. Sakit, oi. Frequent visits to the toilet, lack of appetite and discomfort over the abdomen. Despite having GE, I still haven't lost much weight. Pfft.
Bunneh's been mean. Forced a bland & tastless biscuit down my throat whenI got home as I hadn't eaten anything for the whole of yesterday. Thanks to Ahmad, who bluntly told Bunneh of my stubbornness. All I had was ciggies for break. Pffft. I fell asleep in the bus throughout the journey home and looked like a zombie. My eyes were pale and everyone said I looks jaundiced. Haha. Gimme some ultraviolet, man.
Alright. Have to report strength to Bunneh now. Be back for more updates. Tomorrow maybe? Next week? Next month? A year later? Who knows?
Friday, May 02, 2008
Miss.
Okay, so I've missed quite a few updates for almost three quarters of a month. Reason is, yes, as you may have guessed, I've been fairly busy with things. I've been keeping myself occupied lately. I'm back to VBA & I've recently started playing the most awesome game ever, CM2008. I haven't gotten my hands off my laptop ever since.
There won't be any photo updates at the moment, due to the fact that I've lost my memory card for the camera phone (shucks). No music updates either. I haven't charged my MP4 since last week, and I don't have the time to survey any great hits you people are listening to. Muse is still addictive, though.
Went out to lepak with Zahid (yes, we patched things up, Shahzril!) at Vivo last Sunday. It was the great. As he said on his blog, we were supposed to catch up, but there was really nothing to catch up on as I seem to know everything that has been going on in his life. Duh, I'm his number one reader to his blog. Haha. Zahid & I did something so pleasurable & addictive. I wouldn't want to talk about it, as it gives me cravings. Oohlala~ That'll be a secret that will remain hidden until either one of us accidentally let it slip. Don't worry, it's nothing kinky nor sinful. :] But I know I'm one great 'demo model'. Hahaha.
Okay. Update about my hair. I hate its current condition. I shouldn't have cut it. Its so freaking unmanageable & I don't know how to fix it. Its not long, neither is it short. So its almost impossible to keep it tidy & nice at the same time. Cheebye.
Work today was pretty eventful. Besides being constantly bullied by Ahmad, I managed to have my Insulin injection & ECG signed. Finally, I have something to fill into my logbook. Its been so empty people would think I haven't been doing anything at all.
I realised I might have many, if not a few, what you people would call enemies. Okay, I don't know what I've done to you guys. I haven't stolen any of your gfs/bfs, nor have I stabbed you in the back with a ruler. Maybe I've misjudged or offended you in any way, but please don't go around spreading rumours about me which aren't true. And readers who like leaving anonymous tags, flaming me like I'm a rainforest, I choose not to retaliate. Well, sometimes negative remarks are good.
Oh, & Nazmi, don't worry about the Thailand trip. I'll work things out. I love you! :)
There won't be any photo updates at the moment, due to the fact that I've lost my memory card for the camera phone (shucks). No music updates either. I haven't charged my MP4 since last week, and I don't have the time to survey any great hits you people are listening to. Muse is still addictive, though.
Went out to lepak with Zahid (yes, we patched things up, Shahzril!) at Vivo last Sunday. It was the great. As he said on his blog, we were supposed to catch up, but there was really nothing to catch up on as I seem to know everything that has been going on in his life. Duh, I'm his number one reader to his blog. Haha. Zahid & I did something so pleasurable & addictive. I wouldn't want to talk about it, as it gives me cravings. Oohlala~ That'll be a secret that will remain hidden until either one of us accidentally let it slip. Don't worry, it's nothing kinky nor sinful. :] But I know I'm one great 'demo model'. Hahaha.
Okay. Update about my hair. I hate its current condition. I shouldn't have cut it. Its so freaking unmanageable & I don't know how to fix it. Its not long, neither is it short. So its almost impossible to keep it tidy & nice at the same time. Cheebye.
Work today was pretty eventful. Besides being constantly bullied by Ahmad, I managed to have my Insulin injection & ECG signed. Finally, I have something to fill into my logbook. Its been so empty people would think I haven't been doing anything at all.
I realised I might have many, if not a few, what you people would call enemies. Okay, I don't know what I've done to you guys. I haven't stolen any of your gfs/bfs, nor have I stabbed you in the back with a ruler. Maybe I've misjudged or offended you in any way, but please don't go around spreading rumours about me which aren't true. And readers who like leaving anonymous tags, flaming me like I'm a rainforest, I choose not to retaliate. Well, sometimes negative remarks are good.
Oh, & Nazmi, don't worry about the Thailand trip. I'll work things out. I love you! :)
Labels: enemies, secrets, unmanageable hair
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Fug.
I've seen lots of babies this week & I'm a happy bunny. However, that doesn't mean I had lesser pressure. I found my hidden fears & I'm guessing it might affect my future career (if I chose to be a Nurse). Thinking about it already makes me feel faint. Pfft.
Ah, fug fug fug fug.
Ah, fug fug fug fug.